Hard Time

The world is hushed and I'm aroused. All these thoughts are invading my mind and I can't seem to digest them into proper words since I myself am not sure of what exactly is at the back of my mind. Have you ever had the same feeling? Knowing something's bothering you but you just don't know what it is? I'm guessing it's the raging hormonal changes I'm experiencing. Or maybe it's just another violent stab of loneliness which won't leave me to slumber.

It frustrates me knowing I'm upset for no specific reason. A solid explanation for this would be lovely. I know life was never easy but nobody has ever told me that it was going to be this hard either. Teenage blues are kicking in and I know I shouldn't be complaining. Everybody goes through this phase, and all that matters is how you handle them on your pretty broad shoulders. Anyhow, I've been lost in thought for quite some time and I figured that no one is ever happy anymore when this world is just so amazing. Isn't life just complicated?

I usually would be snuggling in bed with a good book in hand at this point of time but somehow tonight the pages of the book I'm reading seem really heavy to be flipped. I think I'll just let my brain do all the analysing afterwards until it gets tired thinking what tomorrow brings. Oh may happiness awaits me. After all, a healthy way to live is to like all the little everyday things, yes?

And maybe for now,

I think I should stop worrying. For once.