Moonstar

Well, well, well. Look who finally found her way back to blogspot.com.

Moi.

Oh god I can’t remember the last time since I wrote…and life has changed a lot. I miss writing. So many ideas, so many inspirations and I had to put them all on hold. Torturous – if you may ask. But tonight, I am here and I will blog my heart away. And of course, it is no surprise that I am penning all these ungodly thoughts at this ungodly hour. There’s just something about the night-time, and it’s really hard to put my finger on it about what it is.

It seems that I function well beyond when the sun has gone down and once it gets dark is when I enjoy. Everything seems calmer and I think and do better in the wee hours you see (it is 2:15 AM as I’m writing this – if that tells you anything). But unfortunately, the night too makes me feel like I am eating my own heart. Am I making any sense?

Actually, there's a little bit too much life right now, so to say. It has been absolutely overwhelming because – things are complicated and contradictory.

So what’s happened so far?

Well, for starters, I have completed the first semester of Year 2 and you have no idea how it is a crazy relief to finally, finally have the holidays. College has been exhausting and stressful and holidays/semester breaks are way too precious to me. In case you’re wondering, I’m taking up Engineering (say – what?!) specializing in Process Instrumentation and Control. Gone are the days when I had unconditional love for science and everything medical-related. I pretty much gave up when Biology introduced me to mitochondria to be honest.

Being an Engineering student especially in my college is like committing suicide HAHA no, I’m kidding. It’s tough but it’s not that bad, really. I actually enjoy my studies very much and I love calculus and numbers and everything there is to love. It’s just that my schedule is so tight you have no idea – class starts at 7:45 in the morning and ends at 1:00 in the afternoon followed by the next class from 2:00 p.m. up till 6:00 p.m. (that is if we’re lucky because we always end up going back only an hour after) (and yes, five to six hours per subject) so if you can only imagine the agony, this goes on for the rest of the week. Well – on most days that is.

However, I’m glad that finals are finally over and to have a couple of weeks off before I continue finishing off whatever’s left of Year 2. I have my holidays carefully planned out and I intend on writing as often as I can. Anyway, it’s getting pretty late and the ulcer on my tongue is throbbing so badly and I’m going out on a date tomorrow so goodnight! A girl needs her beauty sleep.

Love, F