Anxiety Attack

I woke up fretting over what this year has in store for me and I panicked for a good whole hour. Then, it occurred to me that:-

1. College is starting soon which can only mean one thing; results will be out a-n-y-t-i-m-e now. I am praying so hard that all the effort I put into my studies will pay off because I need to have my GPA raised in order to maintain my CGPA. Oh, the stress. 

2.  Knowing the fact that whatever I do will never be enough drives me bonkers. However, I will do my best to triple my effort.  

3. My gut tells me that 2014 will be a busy and stressful year, which reminds me – the preparations I have yet to make for Year 3, the resumes I need to send out for in-plant training and how I must start applying for scholarships. 

4.  The going only gets tougher now but I will always hold on to this; Allah, the Most High, says: “Indeed, with hardship [will be] ease.” [Surat al-Sharh: 94] 

5. I can feel the pressure building up because I’m frowning as I type this post out *rubs temple*. I need time to relax, muscle by muscle so I shall indulge myself with a good book to feel calm again.